I'm sick

2022.01.21 21:23 somerandomnaamee I'm sick

I'm sick of my family, yet I'm stuck. I'm 22 male, working full time, fully able to move out, yet I can't because of responsibilities that shouldn't be mine and it's crippling. My family has been really toxic, never role models, I grew up depressed, pessimist, without knowing how to take care of myself, terrible at socializing and I'm trying to fix that, but it seems like I come home and suddenly I'm back into a hole, and it's not like that's all there is in life, but just thinking about it makes everything look grim. I want to move out so I can improve as a person. I live with my blood mother, sister, and my sister's dad. My sister's dad is a terrible person, capable of telling her (10 yo) that "she does not have the right to complain about other kids calling her fat because she is fat", but has provided most of the money and still does, which leads to the next problem. They are splitting and my mom will probably be in financial issues. I can't say I care so much for my mom so long she can sustain herself, since my now dead grandmother basically raised me instead and my mom always been selfish and childish in my eyes, throwing unnecessary responsibilities at 14yo me (at the time) and bashing at me for no reason, so I'm not very attached to her, much less fond of her. However, the economic issues would affect my sister as well and I wouldn't want that. My (half) sister is a 10yo girl, an angel who is growing up with self doubts, terrible mindset and probably on a good path to becoming depressed. I had to take care of her since she was 1 given that grandmother died and my mom took 1-3 years (can't remember) to decide to get a job where she could take care of my sister for the most part. After I started working I begun taking care of my sister again since I work from home and my mom is back to working long hours at a restaurant for low pay because ??? No idea, even cashier would probably be a better job and allow her time to learn something valuable and get a better job. It's also hard for me to give a kid good examples and steer to the right way when I myself am f*cked up. This is very taxing, I am not doing well at my job and I need to focus more on the job instead of on getting my shit together every day. Someone please show me a light
tl;dr I want to live alone to hopefully stop wishing I was dead but can't because I need to take of my younger sister
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2022.01.21 21:23 SatanicDarkWeb666 Ps4 controller won’t connect to Fallout 4 anymore but connects to every other game

This just started it’s been working for years now and now all of a sudden it’s doing this on PC yes I’ve went into settings and yes I’ve used ds4 program I’ve done all of that still nothing
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2022.01.21 21:23 Heythereredders Screaming Forest Tat

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2022.01.21 21:23 PsErfan [PS4] H: W:

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2022.01.21 21:23 JedSmith-Dogson How much would it cost to build, say, a Cruizer-class brig or a little 14-gun Sophie, today?

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2022.01.21 21:23 herrmoekl Why Do People Believe in Conspiracy Theories?

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2022.01.21 21:23 WSB_stonks_up G3 Instant problem changing SSID

I just bought a G3 Instant. Protect is running on my UDM Pro. Upon adoption it automatically popped up on my LAN's SSID.
I want to put the G3 on my camera SSID / VLAN insead. Trying to change the G3's SSID via the camera's web interface winds up with it disconnecting from my network as it tries to connect to the new SSID and then it just sits there and never connects. I wind up having to factory reset it because it never errors out or reconnects to the LAN, even after power cycling.
If I go into the UDM Pro's Protect menu > cameras > G3 Instant> settings, there is a drop down for changing the SSID too. Trying to change it there it doesn't connect to the camera SSID either, but after a few seconds the SSID drop down selection goes back to my LAN.
I have tried turning off 100% of my firewall rules and can confirm that it wasn't any sort of rule issue preventing the camera from accessing the gateway on the vlan. And even if it was, it should have still shown up as a device on the network.
Any ideas?
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2022.01.21 21:23 TheBrownHope [WTS] Doxa Sub 600T Divingstar - Ceramic, Rubber Deployant

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2022.01.21 21:23 astroboysoup Mempool full, retry later, SundaeSwap updates, Front running, staking updates and how to get orders through.

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2022.01.21 21:23 Speedbird100 HMAV Bounty, 1788, Scrstch Built, 1/336 Scale

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2022.01.21 21:23 jakef95 Is Giovanni currently in game?

Pretty self explanatory, but is Giovanni currently in game as I can’t get the research task or find him after battling Leaders… If there’s a way of finding out for future that would be great as well, thanks!
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2022.01.21 21:23 SyranWarner If you're interested in international cults this is a fantastic article by a woman who spent 6 years in the Japanese group Sukyo Mahikari. They have a tiny following in the US, but are mostly on the other side of globe. Some cultural differences but it's crazy how cult stories can be so universal.

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2022.01.21 21:23 RegExrBot Marvels What If Zombie Captain America Vinyl Soda Figure now available at Entertainment Earth

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2022.01.21 21:23 GirlyThug8 It's hard to improve among negative reinforcement

Usually in social settings I'm considered the 'quiet girl'. That's the reputation I currently have at my workplace and I've been taking steps to change that; saying hi, asking how was their weekend, more open body language, etc. But there are still times where I'm not able to make the conversation last very long or I do something awkward or dumb, and I'll be down on myself over it. And because I've been so quiet, there are some coworkers who tend to talk crap about me behind my back and that lowers my self esteem as well. It's just so tough to stay motivated to keep working at it when I talk badly about myself or when others do it, and I'd really like to find a way around that.
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2022.01.21 21:23 Difficult-Quiet-3276 💫 Bad Chicks Only, DM Content Only. 💫 Hit me for Vip.

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2022.01.21 21:23 BMM_03 Im having an issue with the robotics expert perk... an explosive issue.

Whenever i hack a robot no matter what command i give it, it will start to self destruct when i exit my pip boy. This started happening after i finished the mechanist quests. I thought it was part of that fight that her robots self destructed when hacked, and it probably is but definitely not intended to continue after the fight is over. I feel it has something to do with how i finished the quest you see when i defeated all her robots and normally she stopes to talk it glitched out and she wouldn't say anything or come down so the solution i found was to clip up to her room and use the terminal, this worked but now Im stuck with this problem. Loading a previous save isn't an option unfortunately as i only hack robots every so often it was some time till i noticed that this was happening. Any ideas??
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2022.01.21 21:23 Kayrayart A Message to H3 Podcast

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2022.01.21 21:23 Reiss447O So I think I found out what the back of the enchiridion. I think the date was the date that the bombs was dropped aka the end of the mushroom war

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2022.01.21 21:23 BanksKnowsBest [Christine Sinclair] Excited to announce my forthcoming book with Stephen Brunt, titled PLAYING THE LONG GAME. Due out fall 2022.

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2022.01.21 21:23 kalvinmcgargill Tries to tell media to stop, but it continues….

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2022.01.21 21:23 TRIpowpowUnownow Trying to find a replacement battery for this hoverboard battery.

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2022.01.21 21:23 Alpaca_Avenger I found Danny in my newspaper

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2022.01.21 21:23 Natoochtoniket ATT Fiber is down ???

ATT just went down at my house, about 15 minutes ago. Comcast is up. Reboot of the ATT router has not connected. Anyone else seeing this?
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2022.01.21 21:23 yipsraj313 Hot4Lexi

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2022.01.21 21:23 BakedFoo420 Hey anyone interested in helping an 18 year old virgin male out?

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